Black Water


I would say I hate you but I hate me more I drained the bath water then dove headfirst into remiss or a longing that’s called a nightmare , the abyss I siphoned the filth out of my weeping lungs and choked on my bitter tongue With that violent chasm I sputtered half dead and drowned the last little bit of sad the proverbial baby and all jazz out with the dirty wash I thought you ‘d go but then I heard you snoring  or wheezing or maybe reeling as I rolled over and smothered that thought of missing your lips … Continue reading Black Water

Just Leave


It hit me like a brick mess it ran red like that just too quick when you called me out for catching the feels you said You hated it for me made yourself leave but I told you didn’t I What it was about to be can I still be Still be kinda sorry That it got weird the instant you stayed and I kind of liked it I mean I liked you Before … when you’d leave Continue reading Just Leave

The Deep


I keep a drawer of you With memories  collected from the thousands of years it seemed it took to know you And yet I still feel like you are a stranger It’s stranger to me The depth that holds the best part of you And no one else will know who you were Who you were to me It keeps you busy in my mind Even though I’m not Any part of yours Any more Continue reading The Deep